*sigh* I've been imagening this girl over and over. I can't draw or play/write/listen to music without thinking about her. It's like she's an infection...I can never picture a face, all I see is her body and expresion, and as weird as it sounds, her open sexuality. I know that psychologically it's supposed to be a representation of somone, but that doesn't mean I want it to be. I think I know who it might be, but it's not Bibi (my girlfriend) which bothers me alot, so I try not to think about the simalarities between my suspect and my...mystery woman. Ugh, why can't things be simple, why do I have to fall in love with a halucination *embaressed sigh*.